addiction

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with you the grey skies become vibrant
and the air feels clear of the burdens
we share
in a world designed for us to survive
and not live

a blurred vision with hope and possibilities
beyond the happiness of temporarily
being with you

and i need this to feel something
to feel alive
to want to breathe and exercise
my right to exist

but when the feeling is gone
and i am all alone
when you have withdrawn from what we once were
i am cold
i am incomplete
i am no longer free

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