more than just words

just like that life has changed the stars no longer look the same the sunsets suddenly mean so much more the clothes scattered on the bedroom floor a mess never to be cleaned emotions pouring at the seams of bed sheets  as we intertwine  our hearts eternally stopped in time this feeling it can never change face to face with final fate our mission has come to an end saved from endless parodies of how life is supposed to be and how love is supposed to feel we've embarked on something truly real

you're the poem i dreamed of creating god's biggest blessing my very own mona lisa a masterpiece and when granted such a present the gift of your presence reward should follow so forgive me please forgive me when i tell you you will struggle to breathe what was once trees are crowds of business men on the street forgive me when i tell you you cannot go to school your companions will bring heat once they have lost their cool forgive me when i tell you in summer there is no beach sharks will emerge from the sea and let their bullets screech forgive me when i tell you there is no such thing as love you will be used and abused and disposed of forgive me when i tell you  i couldn't provide you a life where justice is served and there is equality for all forgive me when i tell you your providers and creators cursed you with pigmentation that will cause you to fall this is the world we live in no hope for humanity so dea

when the moon is ours and we wish upon the stars connecting for hours my favourite place to be with dreams to flee a whole world to see finally be free to do what we want high with no blunt endless movie stunts not seeing you for months tragedy and we meet again an end to the rain only one pain that we must part day by day hour by hour time goes by feelings intensify unconventional friendship a conflicted mind wrong or right the heart does not lie if memories that were never made begin to fade then that is our fate our hearts remain at peace but look back to this note the feelings were not remote compressed in these words young passionate and real

my first car an absolute disaster but in the moment the love of my life my first taste of freedom a new experience bonded to me like husband to wife  the inevitable breakdown  the final manoeuvre engine failure followed by relief its purpose fulfilled a new confidence found to search something better and cruise around town  my second car similar to my first provides short term happiness and breaks down even worse impatience brings my third and fourth but tragedy makes me yearn for more more than just a myth of survival unexpected expenditure  just to run another mile and when all hope seems to be lost my dream car finally makes a stop an investment i will never regret the excitement of reliability makes me forget all the terrible rides i have journeyed in the past understanding why none of those cars could last mileage low on the brand new plate head turning model from an acclaimed make maintenance high but worth the price 100% guaranteed a lifetime to